I vent my frustration at you old
man, after
Years your ears will hear..You screamed
that you
Tried, but it's words of a weakling
and promises made
By a drunken liar [fucking liar].
Now you pick up that splintered
Chair, that was aiming for your
head. A head that should
Have been long ago kicked in by
me. Alone.
I won't lose a second of sleep for
this...Don't touch me.
Orphaned to the dope and drinks,
I learned my lesson well,
Somehow(?), from you. No tears.
Can't clutch my regrets.
But these years of detachment have
left me with
Demons now surfacing. But I'm becoming
more than nothing.
You never knew the answers to any
of my questions, did you?
You made up all the answers to my
unimportant existence.
But now you don't have to dump me
off, not again...
Don't touch me again.
I vow, lest
I die tomorrow...
You'll never be the father I am.
The bastard father to
The thousands of the ugly, criticized,
the unwanted. The
Ones with fathers just like you.
We're fucking you back.
I'm shoving my life right down your
throat. Can I
Find the guts? Can I feel the heart?
Look at the
Ground as you choke me up, does
it taste like tequila?
Or
failure?
We're fucking you back.